He loves me, he loves me not

I've ever thought of telling you, my feelings - because I don't want to leave any regrets.

I go by this mantra of regretting something because I did it and not because I didn't. I think the former is a smarter choice; at least I'll know the ending, be it good or bad. & most importantly, I knew I tried.

But I don't know how to approach this rightly. After all there's a new girl. I know you must have gotten over me for you to be with the other girl. But I am still holding on to that fine silver lining. Are you guys crazy in love with each other already? It's still not too late for me to act right? But no matter how I put my words, it would seem like I am playing sabotage. I don't want to risk being such a person. I know it's not right.

I fear. Perhaps you'll think otherwise of me. Because it does seem like I'm asking you back after the other is being taken. Sometimes I doubt myself too. I know very well that I capable of such horrible things. But this time I'm not. & never in the future too. I'm changing for the better already.

But if she loves you to the extent that I can never reach (if given a chance), I'll walk away with this regret silently, gladly but sadly.